... Finally .... Emotions

...Finally... I have settled for "pranamconsulting.co.in" ... i feel it sounds good and leaves me an option to choose either name for the company...

... Now the second topic... Today Geetika had last day @ IBM Pune.. .as she is moving out of IBM and was her last day at Pune... she will be going back ... to Delhi ... While returning back ... we went to have "Cat-B" ... at Viman Nagar .... During our conversation ... we talked about EMOTIONS ... and I commented... that "I (Abhinav) had no emotions ... " .. and by the experiences she had at lunch table... she completely agreed.... :)

... When I came back to my place ... I was talking to my self... affirming... that there are NO emotions in me... recalling the incident during early 2009 ... some doubts crept in ... I felt like... all my emotions have died .. .actually... rather than missing.... Later I called up my parents (as usual) ... and spoke to my mother... grandmother and father... While speaking to Badi Mummy ... I felt so much love for her... so many emotions... after a long time... and I don't know why ... just like that... later same thing happened for mummy too... it was like... a blow.. that God gave me to realize. ..that I still had emotions left in me.... !!!

A Domain Name

Hey All ... wanted to tel you that I am thinking to buy a domain name for my future consulting company .. PBC (PRANAM Business Consulting) .. What do you say ... there was another suggestion.... PEC (Pranam Enterprise Consulting) ... don't know which one to choose ... + I need to select a name for my domain ...
pbc.org.in
pbcservices.co.in

MBA: Update & Other things in Life

Got a mail today from MBS ... regarding interview .. scheduled on 4th Feb ... My first application... and first interview call ... I accepted ... for Mumbai .. (while it sounds so exciting.. I really don't feel so .. ) .. probably I spoke very foolishly to mummy ... don't know why sometime... your frequencies just don't match ... !!!

Today .. I was thinking... and fearing... that I am changing fast into the same old Abhinav ... which I used to be... 2 yrs back ... I thought all this time... that I was being indifferent to people... to avoid any attachments... but I guess I was indifferent to people ... before all this ... and I could never realize the same... I am scared.. seriously. ... Don't know... how to solve the problem.. Can just think of Sai (Baba) help me..

Few lines that I read on one of the blog ... boasting lot of success stories of indifferent people... mixing focus and indifference ... etc... anyways... thats it for today ... :)

The opposite of love is not hate; it’s indifference. Indifference, to me, is the epitome of evil. ~Elie Wiesel

Love will find a way, Indifference will find an excuse. ~ Unknown

The worst sin towards our fellow creatures is not to hate them, but to be indifferent to them; that’s the essence of inhumanity. ~ George Bernard Shaw

The heart withers not from the storms of life, but from the indifference of others. ~ Unknown

OMG ...

Oh my God.. I just realized it is 3:52 AM in the morning.. and I am still awake... just like past few days...
This whole MBA thing has been very time consuming and effort intensive.... While I am writing this post I am still thinking of Oxford Essay... and whether I should apply to Cass or Not... Ah .. my god I am really getting into very difficult situations... nothing is clear.. .but I really really believe that HE will help... :)

It has been three months since I have blogged... I am planning to have a more frequent visits .. coz its really really necessary ...
Two of the awesome links which I have been looking for in past few days... (MBA Rankings - Culminated and their reviews)
http://poetsandquants.com/2010/06/28/turning-the-tables-ranking-the-mba-rankings/
http://poetsandquants.com/2010/12/14/poetsquants-top-50-mba-programs-outside-the-u-s/

Lately ...

I have been away lately... have been busy through out... GMAT Preparation, Essays, TOEFL or IELTS, TOEFL Preparation, College Website, Information Gathering... Office Work, Some stretch assignments... and not Ciprian's proposal for new venture... ah... life's throwing a lot at me.. .and am trying to learn as much as I can...

Now a days... friends are teasing me with the term or I should say a girls code name "Dilli Walli" ;).. Its fun to be on lunch table... even evening tea time is fun ... all filled with "Dil-li" walli references :).

Anyways... am a lot confused .. a bit tensed too .. about my TOEFL preparation and Oxford Application ...

Yaar need real help in it.. I hope God makes me see light ... Amen..

Ah.. .life's getting better at personal front... heh ... lets see where I stand post Dec 2010 Verdicts... haha ...

Best of Luck Abhi ..

Oh .. by the way

Oh.. by the way... if I forgot to tell you... I am now on facebook... :)

At Last ...

At Last took an appointment for GMAT ... thanks to Vivek .. in Pune... on 15th Sept 2010 ... Pray to lord.. he helps me in this venture...

Studying

Have been studying since 24th July... for GMAT... really really confused ... looking for Job too.. .but don't know if I want to leave... " " ... anyways... planning to give GMAT on 5th Sept .. lets see.. have to take exam date too .. :)

Few thoughts in Morning....

It is said...
This life is a dream, which we see with open eyes and think everything to be real....

but tell me one thing... Isn't it also said...
If you have a dream which you love with whole of your heart, then follow it ... It will lead you to the goal of your life... :)

Doesn't this mean ...
If you love anything in this life.... then follow it.... It will lead you to your final destination ... Moksha ;)

Heard These Lines in the morning.... liked them ...
Jaise Jiski Kaya, Waise Uski Chaya

Long Time... No Show

It has been a long time... almost more than a month and I haven't updated anything ... !!!
I don't know why... but a simple answer here may be.... "No Time, Busy in Work".... bla.. bla...
Oh by the way... I have joined Tennis coaching... from 8 AM to 9 AM... trying really hard to wake up in the mornings... In past 11 days... have gone for only 5 days.... :( ...

Need to really improve on that.... Rest later... Will be updating everything here from now on... :)